It’s so hard.

It’s so hard to miss someone, to miss moments and miss it all. It’s so hard to say goodbye when all you want is stay and never leave. It’s so hard to wish that everything were different, that feelings were not confusing and making choices were a little less hard. It’s so hard to be ok with your mind, when your soul is torn apart. It’s hard when the right thing to do is the last thing you wanted to do. It’s hard, but sometimes there are no options. Sometimes all you have to do is hold your tears, raise your head and smile, pretending everything is fine, hoping that someday everything really starts to be fine. And just wait for that moment when you won’t think about it before sleep, after sleep, and all the time between waking up and going to sleep again. Yeah, it’s hard. But, to grow up and become stronger, sometimes you’ll need to let things go, even though it hurts your heart.

Lívia C.B.    :(